Kundalini yoga, studying with RA MA Institute of Technology in Los Angeles in 2017-2018 and continuing with online workshops, classes and a lot on my own, has cleaned me 😊 and is helping keep me this way. Thoughts. Honestly is has mostly to do with false beliefs about myself. Deep and hidden shame. Shame gets…
IS MINDFUL LIVING A MATTER OF CONVENIENCE?

JjJJjjjJ… DOODLING THE LETTER J... J IS SHAPED LIKE A HOOK. CONVENIENCE IS SHAPED LIKE A HOOK TOO! THE CONVENIENCE OF HAVING A PLASTIC STOPPER FOR A TAKEAWAY COFFEE SO IT DOESN'T SPILL ON MYSELF OR MY CAR. HMMM. WHAT HAPPENS TO THE PLASTIC STOPPER WHEN WE ARE FINISHED WITH IT? DO WE REUSE IT?…
SATURNDAY, 2-11-23 STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS
SATURNDAY, 2-11-23 when i treat myself as a precious object i become strong. i like printing in my notebook where no part of any letter hangs over the line. every letter has its boundaries and keeps themselves and others safe. ||||| what do you think happens to buried pain in an individual? it festers and…
Smile and breathe magic ✨
I have a alarm set on my phone at a certain time during the day to remind me to smile and breathe magic 😀 Whatever conundrum, or not, may be presenting itself, whatever worry or hurry I may be in, vanishes with this magic mantra when I focus on my breath. My breath brings me…
I AM TRANSFORMED
Dad
I forgive Me You We Seeing a change in myself I witness a change in you 🪹
Stone Still

If you look deeply into the photograph, civilization is within the rock. We human beings are part of nature, part of rock/stone, contained within it, not separate from it! See! Photo taken at Toronto Lakeshore. Look and see the CN Tower within the stone, feel the stone within us, solid and still. Stone is part…
Sitting with Buddha

Sitting with myself post a weekend retreat at a Dharma Centre set deep in the splendid wild. Among the teachings was Compassion. Compassion is an action. Loving kindness is a feeling. We develop compassion with skill and means. How could I ever imagine being compassionate with anyone before I learned the skill and found the…
A little pick-me-up
Sometimes guilt and shame can be so blanketed and hidden that we aren't even aware it is there. During my healing process, (which began in 2016 in earnest), I was drawn to solitude. I craved quiet and fed myself a quiet holistic lifestyle; learning the healing tools I needed along the way. I wasn’t volunteering…
Biological space for wellness
Biology by definition means the study of living organisms. I have taken up a study of myself, as I am a living organism, occupying tangible space upon beautiful Earth. I am studying the habits I have developed, the thought patterns, and habitual practices. Please join me in a biological study of self. It is most…